Hallu…Konichiwa *motif bahasa Jepun
It has been a week (ye ke??) I didn’t update this blog….first of all, I want to address my sorry bebanyak to Angkatan Pondan UTP (APU) yang diketuai oleh Toh Puan Kimie Agustina Purnama Merindu dan timbalannya, Puan Seri Apau Milah Wibowo serta ahli-ahli majlis tertinggi lain; Cik Puan Napisa Manjasmara Kari, Cik Puan Hazlela Kudup, Cik Puan Acai Cencaru Kebede dan Cik Puan Alex la Pocho kerana gagal menyediakan lapuran penuh tentang perjumpaan kita di Ipoh serta gambar2 due to kelembapan internet yg gagal menghaploadkan gambar yg kita ambik. Sorry uols. Tunggu lagi beberapa hari bila rumah I dah ada streamyxx, I akan upload and update puas-puas yerrrr…ampunn *sambil sembah sujud...gomendasai uols. ~keji noel carut i tak mampu letak streamyxx...sentap tau!!
Sapa kata I sentap?? Soal sentap menyentap nih dah jadi perkara basi tau tak?? *matila tanak mengaku kan?? I tak update bukan sebab sentap yerrr....I malas la uols ~matila berterus terang...tekser story mory morning glory yg boleh I cerita, plus takder masa nak mengadap komputer!!
There’s nothing much I can say or write here since I have to keep everything for myself in order to prevent some useless prat use my so-called ‘statement berani mati’ against me dan mengadu domba di situsanasini serta mengapi-api dan melaga-lagakan I dgn si polan itu dan si polan ini *matila blackmail kan??
Like what I have wrote in previous entry that I have to use ‘penapis’ for every entry that I write. See, I told you…my blog is no longer exciting to read. Kang aku cerita apa yg aku buat setiap hari contohnya mandi, basuh baju, beri-beri bagai…lain pulak jadinyerr kan??
My relationship…errrmm mcm biasa la. No decision has been made yet. Masih lagi berkenal-kenalan. I meet him once a week, since both of us busy with our daily task. He use to send voise sms to me sometimes since I cannot send him sms yang panggil dia sayang or love what so ever sebab housemate dia yg suka baca msg dia without permission. Lagipun dia tu coverina kekdahnya…so, have to put everything under-cover. Entahlah…it’s not that I’m not happy with him. It’s just lately I feel it’s kind of no passion. I feel like a piece of me is missing.
Sometimes I miss him so much which is drive me crazy everytime I think about him. But, when I meet him, everything turn out to be pale, hambar and not exciting. Sometimes I feel that he is not for me…and I miss someone else *bolley??
He always nice to me…hold my hand when we are crossing the road, he always put his hand on my waist when we walk together *ayo kantoi dgn freddy kat malibu
Am I disgraceful??
Oh ya….kitorang belum terlanjur yerr ~awas tau. It is very hard for me to give ‘that thing’ for someone yg belum sah jadi milik I yerr….and actually both of us share the same love philosophy ie; SEX is not a must for every relationship *pitam. Maksud aku, it is not we against it, cuma aku rasa relationship is more than just ‘that thing’. Well, aku ni bukan jenis yg asal jumpa kerja nak main jerrr…walaupun sometimes aku ni boleh tahan jugak miang, tapi setakat miang-miang je la….I don’t do one night stand occay *ambik kau statement…kalau dulu-dulu masa belajar dulu….yes. Sentiasa ‘On-Rembak’ macam my housemate yg sorang tu….sapa yerr?? Nanti I buat satu entry reveal sapakah housemate I yg misteri ittew…kalau yg dah tau tu diam2 jer and act surprise…Hehe *matila aku kena bunuh dgn housemate aku. Tapi aku rasa masa aku tu dah berlalu, and I’m already get enough of it….and right now I want a long term relationship.
Dah lebih dari setahun rasanya aku tak buat mende2 cenggitu. Gersang??? Off course la kan…tipu la kalau aku cakap tak. Tapi, what to do?? Everytime aku rasa gersang, aku akan makan coklat haha!! ~tiru style sapa tatau
And if me and him cannot make it happen this time…I won’t regret and I won’t stop. I will always move on and on to find my true love and my soulmate. Who cares whether it will be he or she….that’s what we called fate and destiny. *kan?? Yer ker I can mend a broken heart?? Boleh ker aku hadapi…tah2 meraung 44 hari 44 malam ~nanges!!
There’s still a long journey to go. I still have a lot of incomplete mission. Salah satunya ialah to get a PhD in order to build my career supaya ia berada on the highest level and open a diagnostic centre.
Well, I will keep holding on selagi terdaya....and if I fall, off course I will cry, but after that nobody can stop me from moving on and reach my dream….yet that is what I want the most in my life. Ia mengatasi segalanya-galanya….
Oh ya…I almost forgot about my parent…the very very very important person in my life. Kebahagian diorg is my happiness too. I want them to be happy all the time. Since I’m the eldest one, so it is my responsibility to take a good care of them….just like what they did when I was a baby. I know I’ve hurt them many times. That’s the only way untuk balas jasa mereka. Biarlah orang lain benci aku, takperr aku tak kisah…jangan mak dengan abah benci aku.
Lately, aku nih rajin la pulak clubbing kan housemate kan?? Boleh kata setiap minggu aku pergi. Last week, kawan2 baru aku ajak aku pergi La Queen. Best la tempat tu...disamping lagu2 yg best. All the people dancing like crazy sambil menyanyi lagu2 yg memang familiar dgn telinga kita. Jgn marah, lagu Drama, Teman Tapi Mesra and Berdua Lebih Baik pun ada...tak ketinggalan lagu2 dance yg lain sampaikan aku nih tak boleh stop berjoget. And terjumpalah aku dgn Si Samasam bersama kawan2 dia yg zass ittew dan Cass bersama Froggy tersayang dia.
So, Since 'yang tersayang' tak dapat hadir sebab dia pun style DQ jugak, so aku menari la dgn kawan2 aku sajork...pastu menari dgn Sam. Tiba2...aku nampak si Freddy tengah berjoget dgn kawan dia kat tengah stage...aku pun apa lagi, terus pergi kat Freddy dan MOVEKAN kawan dia tu and take over freddy...hiks mak suker!!!! *jgn marah yerr Kak Lee, I menari dgn Freddy all night long babeh!!!
Uols...mak suker sgt dreamgirls tu...dah berapa kali aku tgk tatau. Kawan aku siap lap ayer mata lagi bila nengok si Jennifer HUdson nyanyi lagu One Night Only versi sedey tu...aku sangat sgt dgn kemantapan vokal dia especially part dia nanyi lagu apa tah yg ada sebut..and you, and you tu..macam nak tercabut usus aku dengar. Kan best bila bergaduh boleh nyanyi cam diorg....matila carut pantat sambil menyanyi bolleyy?? Watak over diva and demand dia tu menjadi sampaikan aku pun meluat tgk...tapi that's mean lakonan berkesan. No wonder la si Beyonce tu tak dinominasikan dlm Oscar sbb watak-watak dlm citer tu mcm sama rata..aku rasa watak yg lebih menonjol adalah watak Effie White. Apapun TAHNIAH untuk Jennifer Hudson sbb menang Oscar...walaupun bintang dia lambat menyinar dari Fantasia Barrino (rakan seangkatan dlm Americon Idol season 3), org cakap better late than never kan?? Mrasa la dia over-shadow Beyonce dalam tu...tapi Beyonce tetap Ratu dlm cerita tu..meletops sgt gambar2 dia *sambil feeling Cleopatra
Ok entry nih dah makin meleret-leret dan menghanyutkan perasaan aku...sori la aku jamu korg dgn cerita-ceriti yg entah hapa2 nih. So I just stop here...I’ll update a lots of story soon bila rumah aku dah ada streamyx such as CNY party, my mysterious housemate and my new frens. Just in a few days!! YAY!!
Until then, I hope it is not too late for me to wish all of you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! I hope this tahun babi will bring a lot of kekayaan and money money money. Oh ya org cakap org yg lahir tahun babi mcm aku….tahun ni adalah tahun terbaik dan bertuah untuk kitorg dan zodiac-zodiak lain…and for those yg lahir than babi akan murah rezeki…ye ke?? We’ll see…oink oink oink!!