Recover

AT LAST......!!!!

I'm recovered from herpes simplex virus aka chickenpox..HAH!!!

*Mrasa pakai helmet macam ni untuk menghalang segala jangkitan

So, it's about 2 weeks i've been hibernate at my folk house...luckily the spot didn't goes up to my face...it's only on my body especially on my back....so, say gudbye singlet and sleeveless t-shirt. =(

After 2 weeks, i've started my class back...feelin' stupid and can't concentrate at all...i try to give 110% concentration....but i just...can't!! Rite now I really really fell like I want to go somewhere where no one can find me....and RELAX....i'm so damn tension rite now!!

Hey UOLS!!!

*sambil pose dgn charmbracelet

Lately busy sket with class schedule and patients....dua tiga hari ni asyik study sampai pagi jerr...my biological clock has changed....every morning feel tired and no spirit.

This morning, ada banyak patient....banyak giler....naik pening kepala aku. Hari-hari macam ni boleh gila aku. Dah la pagi i bangun lambat...kepala pun rasa berat jerr. Dapat pulak patient yg entah hapa-hapa. Langsung tak bagi kerjasama kat aku....sakit hati betul. Ada patient tu, siap tertidur lagi bila aku scan abdomen dia...dah la gemokk, busuk pula tu!!!

*macam ni badan dia lebih kurang

Hahhhh....penatnyerr. Dah la petang ni janji nak tgk wayang dgn ijat...takper la kawan punya pasal...aku tahan jerr la mengantuk aku ni. Lagipun nak gi tgk citer Garfield...harap2 terubat la rasa penat aku ni.

So bila dah ceria baru ada mood nak berasmara *opss!!!

When My-Ex SMS Me

It really hard to understand guy....eventhough they didn't have PMS (heh.....macam aku ada jerr), they really unpredictable....which is sometimes u can cope with it and sometimes u just can't stand with it.

My ex!!! Isn't he's HOT??

My ex is one of them. Last time before we broke-up, we've been bergaduh quite few times and he only know to blame me!! Well, that is the risk I have to face when I choosed him to be my bf...He is straight!!! There's a moment, when we on crisis during uni semester break and I didn't talk to him for quite sometime....then mana tau when bukak sem, he already got a girlfriend. I'm soo patah hati that time...luckily it didn't influence my study....I still manage to finish my thesis on time and get a gud result (dean list lagi =p).

But, the thing that I dun understand is, he still want to have a relationship with me....and how stupid i'm that time I ACCEPT IT!!! That time, my life was like a fairy tale.

Then, last year after hari raya he sms me said "I dont believe you anymore, gudnye!!!". What the hell is that. I'm don't understand what i have done?? So, start from that time, I try to forget him...but I just can't.

So, I decided to make a new relationship which is I am now. So, one day masa tengah bersenggama dgn my bf *ops!! he miscall me.

Aku pun blurr.....apa hal mamat ni??? (padahal dalam hati gumbira yang amat!!)

Then, aku ni pulak pegi gatal miscall balik. Padahal dah janji kat myself, taknak ambik tau lagi hal dia!! Tapi hati pompuan ni kan macam kerak nasi *matila feeling women.

Then I sms him "ko still marah kat aku ke". He reply this =). I dont really understand what is that mean. But after day he always miscall me and sms me. But the funny thing is, he did sms me this:

"Congrats, aku hanya dapat lihat ko dari jauh jer"

(fyi: that day is my faculty convocation day...but i'm not one them because i'm already graduated last year, beside that time i'm outside KL)

I pun blurr and text him back "congrat for what purpose?"

But he didn't reply after that he he...maybe he feel malu or anything. If u are not there say u are not la...don't pretend!!

Aquaria KLCC

Aquaria KLCC

Ermmm....

Rite now quite blurr what to write. Anyway, last weekend, once again i've been worked at aquaria KLCC but this time...no more face painting, but I have to work at front door huhu. My job is:

1. Show the enterence door and ticketing counter to the visitors
2. Ask them to line up to buy the ticket
3. Give them pamplet
4. Give an explain about the ticket charge
5. Handle the complaint (extra job)

Plus...some of them come of me to ask....where's the car park? toilet? and suria KLCC? So, my job is a bit like stewardess la..he he!!

*walaupun penat jadi pramugari....tetap pose vogue macam ni

Its a bit tiring job because I have to stand and walk for 7 hours!!! Can u imagine?? My legs stiffened and my knees feel like nak tercabut.

But thank God....my supervisor is a nice guy and good looking + baby face....he's sooo sweet and he is 33 years old!!! He didn't look like 33 anyway. His name is Yusrizal. Ahh...drive me crazy la this guy!! When I asked about his age, he refused to tell me and ask me to teka. Then, I said maybe around 25 years old?? Then he gave me a hug and whispered to my ear "I'm 33 la".....Oh may God...I'm almost faint when he gave me that hug.....terus rasa macam taknak mandi that day =p

Bila dia peluk...terus feel secure dan dedaunan bersama-sama glitter gugur dari langit seolah-olah bergembira menyaksikan cinta sejati kami *ops feeling lebih-lebih pulak!!

After habis kerja, I jalan2 for a while in Aquaria...it's really a nice place to go...only one word can describe it;

BEAUTIFUL LIKE PICTURE

Scrotal Scan

Finally,

After a few months i din get to scan scrotum (male lower part!!) because it's difficult to approach guys to expose their lower part (penis and scrotal) compare to women patients. Hmm...maybe they are not really concern bout their private thingy with 'what it become, let it be' attitude.

But thankfully, last two days there's a male patient and I scanned his bladder and prostate and I found a small calcification on the prostate....when I told him, he become sooo scared and keep asking me whether it's dangerous or not. I told him it's not that dangerous but have to do a regular scan to see whether the are of calcified become worst or not. Then I asked him whether he want me to scan his scrotal or not. At first he's a bit not sure bout it but i keep forcing him to do it....then he said just do it.

But, the funny thing is.....

His penis very small....he he he he

=p

ps: anyway i'm not suppose to reveal my patient confidential information here he he

=p

Picnic @ PD

Last Tuesday, I went to PD with my frens for picnic. Sooo hot la that day. I am over-cooked and over tanned when I'm back to KL after the picnic. All my class-mate had laughed at me hu hu....

Port Dickson...

Anyway,

It is so much fun when I was there except the weather. We do bbq, a few games and the most fun thing is riding the BANANA BOAT....I ride with it twice!!! I want to try the Jet-ski, but it's too expensive!!! But the most important thing is....I have fun with TAY!!! *but he's not my boyfriend!! He is my good fren....and he's the one introduce Adam to me!!

Banana Boat!!!

Me and TAY!!! *Sorry Adam you're not there!!

The bad things is...NO HOT GUYS..maybe becoz that day is a weekday...so, only left an awful and stupid guys who stared at us like monkey!!! Maybe they never see such a human like us!!!

At the end of the day,

I went back to KL around 6pm and arrived at 8pm. Have a nap for few minutes and then woke up to watch Desperate Housewives (not because i'm desperate!!). After that study for a while till 2am and sleep till morning.....and I'M LATE TO THE CLASS!!!!

Myself after sunburn!!

=p

Picnic @ PD

Last Tuesday, I went to PD with my frens for picnic. Sooo hot la that day. I am over-cooked and over tanned when I'm back to KL after the picnic. All my class-mate had laughed at me hu hu....

Port Dickson...

Anyway,

It is so much fun when I was there except the weather. We do bbq, a few games and the most fun thing is riding the BANANA BOAT....I ride with it twice!!! I want to try the Jet-ski, but it's too expensive!!! But the most important thing is....I have fun with TAY!!! *but he's not my boyfriend!! He is my good fren....and he's the one introduce Adam to me!!

Banana Boat!!!

Me and TAY!!! *Sorry Adam you're not there!!

The bad things is...NO HOT GUYS..maybe becoz that day is a weekday...so, only left an awful and stupid guys who stared at us like monkey!!! Maybe they never see such a human like us!!!

At the end of the day,

I went back to KL around 6pm and arrived at 8pm. Have a nap for few minutes and then woke up to watch Desperate Housewives (not because i'm desperate!!). After that study for a while till 2am and sleep till morning.....and I'M LATE TO THE CLASS!!!!

Myself after sunburn!!

=p

Blue Weekend

Huhu!!!

This is the most boring weekend in my life!!!

I had worked part-time in other place (fast food fyi) and the things not going very well...actually, it is almost 1 year i've been working there and i get lots of experience...but i dun really like some peoples there which made me totally want to piss off!!! Dah la tak skolah tinggi, ada hati nak maki aku yang ada master nih!!!!

Aku bukannya nak belagak and bagitau sumer orang yang aku ni ada master....and for that person, kalau yer pun aku buat salah...perlu kerr maki aku dengan segala macam perkataan yg tak patut diungkapkan....dah la perempuan....nasib baik aku ni penyabar...kalau tak memang perang besar le kat tempat keje aku...vavi punya pompuan!!

Ni rupa dia...macam vavi kann??

Dah la dia tu janda takda anak...umur muda lagi tapi rupa cam vavi...biasala...vavi katakan!! Ko hingat aku heran sangat sebab ko ada fuki sekeping tuh???

Dah pompuan tu buat hal...Adam pulak buat hal...kata nak jumpa la mende lah...last minute tak jadi pulak...isk!!Geramnyerr!!!

Then, aku terus balik lepas keje and tido sampai pagi ESOK!!!

An Afternoon In Aquaria KLCC

Last weekend,
Aku keje part-time as a customer service in Aquaria in KLCC. It's my first day and my first time in that place. It is so much FUN....I have new friends and of course got a lot of HOT GUYS he he he he =p

So, mrasalah aku menggatal dengan jejanz ittew tanpa memecahkan lobang sendiri....biasalah, kita kenalah selalu "biar lambat asal selamat"...tak koser aku nak memecah lobang depan sumer org dgn bagitau aku ni GAY....buatnya diorang anti-GAY tak pasal jerr aku kena belasahkan...so, aku control jer la keinginan aku ni tetapi tetap vogue ala NAIMA gitu *matila kena maki sbb feeling Naima

Ada la seorang mamat yg saaangat cando...macam model kau....cair aku tengok *matila ke maki dgn ADam kalau dia baca blog ni he he he!!! Dah la baik lak tu...soft spoken...tapi dia dah ada girlfren huhu....melepas la aku nak menggatal dgn dia.

Anyway, kat aquaria tu, aku punya task adalah buat painting face utk bebudak dan tak kurang jugak mak and bapak budak yg teringin jugak nak berpainting-mainting nih *Haloo!! ini untuk budak-budak jerr* aku sound diorang ala-ala berdiplomasi lerr...pastu diorg sound balik aku "lain kali letak papan tanda bebar-besar yang menunjukkan benda ni untuk budak2 jerr!!"...Hayyo, puki sangat...dah nama pun permainan budak-budak...ada ke org tua nak buat face painting segala bagai....lain la kalau ko masuk American Next Top Model cenggini...

Hanjengg sangat!!!

Nasib la aku tak mengamuk kat situ...And hari tu sangat ramai budak sekolah datang...43 buah sekolah nyah!!!Macam macam bahasa aku dengar...pastu budak-budak tu pulak tak reti bahasa...aku suruh beratur taknak...then, suruh aku lukis entah hapa-hapa ntah...spiderman la, ketam la....nasib baik ada mak budak puji yg aku lukis ni chanteek he he !!! Tapi ada jugak la suku sakat yg suka komen...diorg ingat aku tak faham ke kalau korg speaking mandarin???

Pastu,
Ingat bila dah balik boleh jumpa dgn ADAM...sebab dia janji nak jumpa aku kat KLCC...tup2 selepas aku tunggu setengah jam...dia msg kata dia balik dgn kawan dia...MOTIF???

Sakitnyerr hati.....
Aku marah kang kata aku ni control dia la hapa la....benci arr macam ni!!!
Rasa macam nak putus jerr.....

=(

First Post

Finally!!!

This is my first post. Just want to try how is it...he he he!! Maybe starting from tomorrow I will start write my blog seriously. Few days before, I dont really have time for myself...for my boyfren. I've been sick for quite long time and have a lot-lot lectures to attend. Keep busy with my patients and my case study.

*See I told you that I'm very busy

Miss my boo so much....it has been 2 weeks I didn't meet him!!! He don't even call or message me....it's look like he didn't care 'bout me any more...huhu =(

why?

What had happen to him?

Looks like he is not passionate anymore with our relationship. I message him but he never reply. I don't want to control him because he didn't like that type of person.

what should I do???

*Aku nangis isk!!